Just wondering......

What do you do when you have to hide your true feelings because a dear friend hurt you? And that dear friend happens to be the confidant with whom you shared everything? And there was a fissure which over time has become a chasm.....when both are trying to reach out.....but both have egos the size of mountains which will not let you acknowledge that there have been mistakes made on both sides.....that some where deep down you both still care.....but there are other people who are more important now....do you get back for old times sake? or do you walk away with the happy memories and leave the bitter ones behind?.....wondering.....